Spiritless day...

I'm always thinking how I can live my life happily, I still try to live like this, but I have sometimes lethargic.

Now I'm so tired and spiritless...

Suddenly my boss went to hospital as soon as he came work, he has a cerebral infarction... Of course my boss is old, but he takes care of himself normally and does exercise constantly. How could it happen to him like that??

I don't know anybody how life flows. 

Anyway I hear he doesn't be a bad condition, so this is a happy feature of the misfortune. Recently he had much stress due to work or some troubles about family, so I'm sorry for him. I believe he is getting better soon.

In fact, these days my puppy is sick... I think he is getting better since yesterday, but when I came home, he was not good.

So I had to come back earlier here. What Mir became sulky to me... 

I don't think travel next year because I'm going to take care of my Mir. He was very sick this time that I was't be here, besides he has a heart disease for 2 years, so I'll take care next to him.

So I think every minute counts, life is important and valuable above all. 

Nevertheless why I made mistake like that a few days ago... I'm a fool...

Of course we can't often meet due to live so far each other, I gave up...

Anyway I regretted, I regret and now...

If I speak English very well, if I have a lot of courage, it won't make some regret...

I'll study English very well in the future... I'll never again any stupid thing...

So I sometimes try to write English diary like this.

What I can see him again... I really hope...!! ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ